badrachel:

badrachel:

damnwyverngems:

x ヨンドン

aretherebunnies:

There are bunnies in Monster Hunter: Rise (2021)! 🐰

(Suggested by @batgirlteeth!)

it honest to god sometimes feels like im not allowed to be anything sometimes

my immediate surroundings and situation disallow me from being happy with myself, i lost my job because of certain circumstances, my parents divorced and both live away from me, my older brother moved so im stuck alone with my younger brother, i dont even get to be open around my significant other and it feels like i have to closet myself for their sake because of their living situation, but now that its all starting to get to me i dont have anyone’s support around me because they all start to abandon me despite how often ive been around others to help them with little regard for how much my mental health is drained by helping others and not myself.

i cant be happy, i cant be sad, i cant be myself, i cant work, i cant be my little brother’s older brother, it just feels like im not really in control anymore and i just have to tough it out by myself lest i be ridiculed by others for not putting on a tough face so they can feel fine around me

badrachel: